Okay so I've figured something out (go back »)

i'm staying with J. D can wait. i've waited forever for him, and i'm happy now! i don't want to ruin that happiness and make someone else miserable.

i talked with J on the phone for an hour last night...completely effortlessly. it was really nice. and he said he might be able to come visit me for my birthday! :D i'm so happy.

In Chicago. Home. Life.